Dead Ends

Jobs...are scarce... Money is like a noose, tighter than ever. I am still looking. I just want to work and there is nothing. No one wants me, no one cares, still I am told that I may soon not have a place to live just because I am not able to afford anything...rent or bills or anything!! I am just wishing and hoping and praying that something breaks real soon! It is frustrating. I am trying to stay upbeat, I am trying to stay happy, it just isn't working. I really wish it was... Man, I hate depression. Even on medications, I still hate depression.